I honestly thought you were just messing with us...
and not serious in your question.
There's nothing to be ashamed about on your part.
But remember, people buy stocks that have huge debt and pay up for them if they think the future will be bright.
Some think the company should be making a profit right now, be debt free, etc. It does not happen that way. They have to have $$$ to
mfg. product...and pay bills, salaries, etc.
Most pay only in stock now with the economy the way it is...and since small companies have such a tough time getting a fair loan from any bank ~ they are all strapped for a while, until things jell.
But if you wait until they are profitable, the price will be far higher than today.

You buy for tomorrow, not today, or you pay up dearly.

Good luck in your investment.

Babe